Wednesday, May 26, 2010

College life...

My college has been entering 2nd week already..
I feel that everything also got it's bad and good things...

1st week in Tarc college,
Dunno why i hate the feeling at there...
Because it's not a specially design school,
many people ask me here can study design anot?
I dunno how answer them,
because i also don't trust myself chosen correct school anot...
But..
maybe is i expect too much...
just started 2nd week..
what can i expect?..
It's hardly to pass 1st week..
Tarc is a very big and huge college,
everyday and everytime also will change different class and hall..
so everyday i also need to walk here and walk there...
everytime before go tutorial or lecturer class..
i like just 'hot body' for play ball..
and unlucky i be the class-rep in group D3..
1st week is without any assignments and exercises..

But.
come to 2nd week...
it's look won't any 'senang' to me again..
1st day and 1st tutorial class..
that lecturer give assignment already..
but lucky the assignment won't so difficult to do..
2nd week 1st day,
it can say is a turn point of me in Tarc...
I feel that i can know what the lecturer say in class..
I feel that those lecturer and tutorial is so good and funny..
They got try their best to teach us,
also try their best make us laugh always..
i remember my BM class lecturer..
he use 'o0o' show us and say 'fuck u'..
haha!..but he just joke only..
He also is a talktative guy,
cause of his talktative make go home lately..
and another reason..
I can feel that my group is very hot...
Although other groups is hotter then us,
but i feel that my groups also not bad..
because got a lot of funny guys here...
like Alvin..Ken..Papaya..
And important is me...
class-rep..
haha...
Hope that we can keep our happy time and friendship always...
I like to enjoy with group D3..
=)

Study in tarc,
every flash students also don't like to find parking at outside..
i also very very hate it!
sometime can get many empty slot,
sometime need spent half hours only found parking...
like today,
because of looking parking made i go class lately..
haiz..
i want to register for parking sticker..
but need to wait longer..
got 2000 something of students register in front of me!
WTF!
i need to 'hot body' how long again?
My group got 1 person he yesterday register today take the sticker..
he say that he is special case..
WTF 2!

As a beginner designer..
I need to buy many materials..
The time when i got those materials..
I really feel that myself like "professional designer"..
Just started only,
i spent around Rm100 to buy materials..
They say still got a lot of materials we need to buy again..
This time..
I feel that sorry to my daddy..
But i am so interesting to buy a camera..
because i like to take pictures so much!

Is the time to end,
To be continue..
=D












Friday, May 14, 2010

I want to learn Drawing and improve my English!


Finally,
My college orientation week is ended..
This week,
i just go 3 day of orientation only..
Because i am lazy to go..
=)
But also sadness,
Many people meet a lot of new friends because they got attend all the orientation day..
>.<
yesterday i go there, 1st hall still got Qiqi Leong here, but 2nd hall after she gone..
I am so boring, because less friends here..
Bored until i at there asleep..
=='
Yesterday i get my timetable already..
1st time study college,
while i copy down my timetable,
i feel so relax.. xD
1 week study 4 days,
i day study 2 hours like that..
so relax..
but it's just begin,
maybe after sem 1 will be difficult..
@.@
Now,
Before i started my study,
i hope can make a target for myself!
That is so important..
I want to learn drawing skills..
I want to improve my English language..
I want to change the bad habit-Sleeping in class..
=='
Hope my college life will be colourful..
My friends,
Please wish me good luck.. =D



Monday, May 3, 2010

May..

5月了...
终于都5月了...
很紧张下的咯...
为什么?
因为做了两个月的量地官...
终于可以开学了...
College的生涯就来开始了...
这两个月过去了,
虽然过得没意义..
也算了吧...
开学过后希望可以过得充实点...

Tarc college的学费已经缴了,
剩下的就是等开学...
距离一个星期的时间..
我能做什么呢?

前天去看了《叶问2》...
真的很好看..
今年之内我相信这是我看到最好的电影了...
介绍大家真的不要错过这套电影..
如果可以的话我还想带我爸爸去看呢...
哈哈!
在里面看他们对打的戏份真的很精彩!
现场的观众看到还掌声叫好!
当然,
被他们感动的地方是最重要的...
最后叶问打下白鬼龙卷风先生时,
我还想喊好出来...
在这套戏里,
有一句话我深深的记住...
就是..
"我们应该学会互尊重"..

看了《叶问2》..
接下来就是找机会看《Iron Man2》了...
哈哈!


今天早上跟女朋友和她的姐姐朋友们去Shah alam的Pertanian玩...
蛮远的,
我记不到怎佯去...
走过2或3次应该会了的...
9点过到哪边..
已经很多人了,
脚踏车都被租完...
只好坐bus或走走...
经过了种稻米的地方,
我慢慢了解到了农夫的辛苦...
在这里要提醒大家不要浪费饭粒!
尤其是你-Stella Tan...
到了12点太阳最晒的时侯终于等到脚踏车用了...
玩了没过久,
她却因为没有力气不能动了...
没办法,
我只好陪她回去...

在这里...
我想对某人说句话...
其实,
我对你真的有点失望...
为什么平时都不运动下?
上个山就没力了...
简直就是黄花富贵女这样...
唉!
不是我说你,
这些你自己都有眼看的,
为什么要弄到大家麻烦?..
希望你会想想...
不要这么虚弱好吗?


接下来,
我想要为这个月下目标...
就是...
1)开始学习课业放第一
2)要慢慢放下篮球
3)要学会画画
4)要去Pork Dickson(期待很久了)
5)要去Clubbing!!!(4个月没去了!)


=)

Saturday, April 24, 2010

A Great Day..



Already pass with many sadness day...
But today...
I am feel happy...

Morning,
I go tarc college settle all the problem with QiQi Leong..
thx of her sharing and company...
We find our school(SSH) long time coz we still haven't spot here local..
It's too large!=='
After that we go here have our drawing test..
Here got 5 person testing include me and her...
Our theme is drawing some cup and dishware..
I seen all of them drawing skill also very pro..
Feel so disappointed of my drawing skill...
Feel so no face...
T.T

Afternoon,
i suddenly come out the hot-blooded to watch moive...
so ask my gf big sister to book tickets..
xD
Afternoon after sent my gf back her old house i go basketball court immediately..
Today shot ball less lucky...
Shot 10 times just score 3 times only..
After play ball i rush back to house and fetch my gf back own house change clothes..
And then rush to Pavilion meet my gf big sister and her bf..
Our seat is front of the screen so i sitting here feel no well..>.<>
This is a nice movie...
I like the their content and polt..
Including their funny and love...
I want to share this movie with all of my friends..
As a Malaysian Cina...
You should try to watch..
=)

After watch movie,
I fetch my gf and her big sister go home...
Before sleep mg gf tell me today is our 8 month..
OMG!
I make a big mistake..
How can i forget this important things!
At there,
I want to tell my gf-Stella Tan..
I love u so much..
=)

Sunday, April 11, 2010

量地的生活...


终于四月了...
我还是无所事事..
把“量地官”的工作做得好好...
=(

每天早上懒懒的起床...
吃东西,上网...
下午了有时游泳..
到时间了准时报到青年会..
晚上找朋友喝茶,上网...
钱都快不够用了...
唉..
=(

经过了这么多弯路终于选了在Tarc College落脚..
报名了1个月我都还没收到他们的信...
最近上网才查到...
Leong Keng Yew=Dipoma In Graphic design=application under consideration..
不知道是他们做事效率慢还是不肯承认我?
快要没有耐心了..
我突然有一种想法就是换college...
可是报名又要麻烦多一次...
又要等到7月才开学!
难道还要再量地咩?
=='

我家人叫我去找英文补习班进修..
可是我没有心机去补习班学!
我想要在这个月内学下画画拍照这些东西..
以后读college也会用到...
可是却不懂找谁帮忙..
想找Princess Miru..
可是她好像24hours not in available!
==''
还能找谁?

这几天我家人都讨论着买新车的问题...
Accord不见了后家里剩下一辆残车CRV...
真的很不放便...
爸爸想卖掉CRV买个Saga给我..
可是我不喜欢...
我想要Personal或Vios可是姐姐说买酱贵的proton车卖出去没有价值...
爸爸也不想酱贵的车...
鸿鸿嚷豆腐家里有一辆civic要卖...
我爸爸跟他熟想要买下..
如果真的买下我不介意的..
有civic驾..
哈哈!
另外insurance赔了后..
爸爸也要考虑买辆新车给自己...
姐姐提议买Alphard或Estima...
我觉得还不错...
虽然很想念Accord..
可是买会不同的车会爽点...
现在我真的很期待爸爸买给我的车..
因为买回来就要驾5年了..
=)

接下来..
我开始着跟朋友出外州玩了...
这个月尾跟Miru和Mon他们去Pord Dickson...
本来很好的..
可是突然发生变化..
唉..
要再看下...
过后就是5月头...
跟mon,yiin,yong他们去langkawi...
可是需要很多钱..
这我得要看下了..
不过难得可以和朋友出远门..
我期待了很久终于有机会了..
=)
只是可惜...
少了她的陪伴..
唉..




Thursday, April 1, 2010

单身第一天

今天是我和你分手的第一天..
很多问题...
很多烦恼...
一直围绕着我...
很烦!

我在facebook看到很多朋友安慰你...
觉得很欣慰...
至少你还有一班好朋友安慰你...
可是我呢?
我单求一个可以聊心事的朋友都没有..
以前还会有一两个...
可是已经是过去式了...

早上一早醒来..
我看到你的missed call和Msg...
应该是你昨晚很夜睡吧?
你放学后我问你的朋友...
才知道你在学校一直哭...
连add math都没心情考了...
我知道你很不好过...
我知道你很辛苦...
我也是这样..
我也不好过...
可是我不值得你这样来对待自己...
我很想说...
我想看到你笑回..
可以吗?

下午,
你信息我问清楚我们是否真的分手...
我说我们是暂时分开...
给对方空间和时间...
你说okie...fine!
唉...
我说..
希望你会给过一次机会我追回...
可是不是现在...
因为还不是时候...

下午6点多,
我跟朋友去蕉赖11哩路打球...
其实没什么心情去了...
可是不想放朋友飞机...
只好去松解自己以下也好...
山长水远去到这么远打了4场...
全部输完...
可能是我的状态太差劲了!
对不起我的队友们...

晚上跟朋友约好一起去wei ling家喝酒看球...
今天是Arsenal vs Barcelona...
全世界的arsenal fans都很期待的...
可是我却没有那种动力去为arsenal打气...
忍不住抽了2支烟...
的确有轻松了一下..
可是问题还是存在..
烦恼一样还没解决...

我在facebook看到有某人说我背后坏话...
我很不爽...
我留言回“他”有本事来我面前讲...
可是我后来想想..
这种幼稚的小人物不值得我去理会...
我也不想把事情闹大了...
烦恼和问题都还没解决...
不想再出事了...
毕竟问题还是围绕我和你!
不关其他人事...

其实...
我们都喜欢对方...
我真的很爱你...
我相信你一定还喜欢着我...
可是我们真的太多问题了...
对不起!
我真的很无能...
给过我一些时间好吗?

还有...
我希望你这几天振作起来...
别再哭...
照顾你健康...
不然看到你这样子..
我也很难过...
我已经很对不起你妈妈了...
不想再看到你因为我而让你妈妈难过...

振作...
好吗?

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

对陈完杉说的话...

刚刚又跟你吵架了...
我真的很了...
我已经没感觉了...
觉得已经了...

其实...
拍拖真的很累...
要互相迁就对方...
每次我们吵架..
大部分都是你迁就我..
不是我不迁就你..
也不是我小气...
而是我每天跟你吵架..
已经腻了...
我觉得我迁就你一次..
你又会再吵一次..
我真的很烦...
我没有心机安慰回你了...
甚至你有时候安慰回我,
可是我却发脾气...
因为你刚刚凶巴巴的吵架...
过后又像小孩子这样安慰回我..
令我很反感...
我觉得你就像两个人...
我不知道哪个才是我的女朋友...

拍拖是没有自由的...
我觉得是对...
我们一直以来都没给对方什么机会接触其他异性...
几个月来没变过..
偶尔也为了这些事吵架..
最近我已经忍不住了...

平时你总是说我不打电话给你...
不是我不要打..
而是你住在山上哪线很差很难聊
打给你有时侯又要受你的脾气..
我没有耐心了..
我令愿跟你sms好过...
可是你每次都说我不打给你了..
说我不喜欢你了...
这样我有错吗?
不打给你就代表我不喜欢你了?


昨天你跟你一个男生sms,
可是你把信息delete了...
你说怕我看到会不开心..
可是谁知道你们sms的内容...
我怎样信你?
过后我说不想理这件事...
我说我要跟其他朋友们去喝茶...
你却说我因为跟女生喝茶所以才原谅你!
我看到你这封信息后我很火大!
原谅你和跟女生去喝茶有什么关联?
这样你都有本事跟我吵!

刚才我约你出来喝茶...
你突然间找事情弄到我发脾气...
你可以说我小气..
可是我生气也对吧?
难得我们吵完架出来见面你又找东西吵!
我order了东西吃,
你却不order...
我故意威胁你逼你order水喝...
你又不要..
你是一直要按电话,拿书出来读书!
在餐馆里我们聊的不超过5句...
这样我约你出来喝茶是不是完全没有意义了?
我送你回家,
一路上你要我载你去买报纸...
我没有理你...
因为我想快点送你回到家...
我不想和你当面吵架..
你试下安慰回我,
可是我还是很生气..
踩着油门送你到家...
没理你要买报纸的事...
到了你家楼下...
你不肯下车,
又发脾气...
我看到你按电话...
我抢了你电话才知道你刚刚跟其他男生聊来!
我更生气了!
送你回到楼上..
你又跟着我搭电梯下回来,
说要跟我分手
我上了车,
你又挽回我
你当我是什么!!!
我很生气的喊走了你...

回到家里上网...
我和你说了..
我想要暂时分开...
我们都需要一些时间和空间去考虑我们的未来...
去想清楚我们是不是真的很适合...
这样做我不知道是不是最好的办法...
可是至少我们都有空间了...
虽然我每天都说分手不是最好的解决方法
但始终我还是做了...

其实你虽然不是我喜欢的类型女生...
你有一直努力改变你自己..
希望变成我喜欢的类型...
我很谢谢你这样为我...
可是很多方面我还是无法忍受...
相信你也是无法忍受我很多样东西...

也许我们真的还小..
我们太幼稚了...
真的不适合拍拖...
我们就分开一段日子...
好好的想清楚...
好吗?