Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Sigh and angry!

Long time I didn't come back here...
sigh!
Because of a lot of assignments and homeworks...
I can't take out more times to write blog..
Moreover,
I still have many things didn't have do..

Now,
My daily plan like that...
Morning wake up prepare to school..
Come back play ball...
Night hang out or do homeworks...
This is I pass a day to a day normally...

Sometimes,
My daily plan will changed..
Morning wake up to school..
Evening come back rest a while..
Do homeworks until mid-night and sleep..
I don't like this kind of life!
But I do nothing for it,
This is college life,
I have to accept!

This is my 2nd Sem,
from the 1st sem experiences..
something I need to change!
Last minute homeworks,
Last minute revisions,
I can't continue this way...
My assignments always lost to others...
This time,
I don't hope I am the loser again!
Maybe this is my world,
but apologize...
I don't like the feeling when I take my results by last Sem!

This sem I learn photography,
this is the most interesting course to me!
Photography also is one of the reason that I chosen Graphic Design...
Hope I can pay efforts to study this!=)
Argue with family long time,
finally my dad decide buy camera for me...
if no any happens,
I can get it by this week...
I can't wait it already!
But,
because my dad already buy camera for me..
I don't know how open mouth from my dad again...
I still need a laptop...
My desktop is too old...
It become my stumbling block!
Sometime I really angry until want to kick it!
sigh!

Recently,
something happens make me always feel so angry!
somethings burn up my fire from my heart!
But I continue to force myself!
I don't want this happen become bigger!
I want talk to someone!
"We already walk our own path!
I hope you know respect!
I didn't say anything about you!
But you different!
You can shirk the responsibility to me!
You know that time is whose problem!
You know that time is whose false!
I know that your face so important!
I also got protect your reputation!
Please don't force me anymore!!!"